To love or not to love is the same thing..
it still hurt you in the same chamber of your heart..

So why regret when you are in love with someone?
and why regret when you had decided to let that someone go?

It is fated

sometimes i do regret, but

It happens and nothing I do can change the feelings....
So, appreciate all the pains cause it won't come twice..
(maybe THE SITUATION is, but the feelings WON'T repeat)

Short Post

So, guys... Howdy? No need to ask how happy all of you are since you are at your hometowns relishing on the excess rendang and ketupat [that is if you have them] while watching TV and forgetting 'bout the assignments. Assignments? Let's not make this post a sad one. Nyeheheh...

So, the holiday is ending, and pretty soon, all of us will be getting our feet to walk up and down the stairs in Gaya again. Besides, I hope we will not be one of the world's nomadic tribe anymore. Ever since that pity incident involving us, we had to change classes like what? 4,5,6,7 times? One time, in the SAC, and the next, Blok E, and then, Blok C... Luckily, Gaya is an old institute, and that equals to a small institute, else, we might find ourselves losing a high number of fat in our bodies [Disclaimer: No offence. Kehkeh]. Now that our class is Blok C, we can give a breath of cool air... err... I mean, relieve. Let's just hope that now, that class stays as OUR class.

Hurmmm... What else I want to say? Well, I might as well stop here, but here are some random things, courtesy of fikku fiq:

Get the new free JoJo mixtape, Can’t Take That Away From Me

David Archuleta got a new single, Elevator

That's all... Huhuh...


Happy Malaysia Day!

Hey, My Pic!

Here're the faces of
Tie Yin Yin a.k.a. Jenny Tie
Syed Noor Yazeed
Ainazafirah and Amalin
Abdullah Mustaqim
Hamy Azuar, with his GF
Raihan Nabihah
Nur Amirah
Rachel Chin Mui Yin
Auzellea Kristin
Mohd Afiq

(Disclaimer: copyright infringement not intended and if you think your picture is hideous, live with it... Gyahaha)

Eid is [almost] here!

Happy Raya!

Breaking fast at Pizza Hut~

Just a short entry~

It was Zell and Ilanggo's idea to go to Pizza Hut for their dinner. They were craving i guess...haha~ Then it was suggested that the whole class to go break their fast there before going back at their respective hometowns for Raya holiday~ Unfortunately not all of us were there. Huhu~

The picture below cannot be described. Explicit content...hahha...xDD
Oh look! Kyry and Mag joined in as well! It was Kyry's birthday!

SELAMAT HARI RAYA... *pommm!! pommm!! (bunyi mercun)

Its that time of the year again...!!
but this year's celebration is definitely going to be different.. i knew her since i can remember.. she was strong,courages, independent and a tough women.. that's my OPAH.. she was a very very tough women.. she was paralyzed from her waist and below.. she spent almost 40 years of her life crawling to get to one place to another.. but let me tell you, she loved to go for vacations.. she was also a great cook.. she was so great, she became the cooking adviser for the whole family.. she just tell you what to do and what ingredient to add in... and it turns out SUPERB.. i still remember on every raya's eve, my cousins and i will stay up that night with her and telling stories.. it was like a tradition for us.. but this year, everything's going to change.. she's not here with us anymore.. lets pray that she will be placed with the devoted people.. ~AMIN~


on the bright side....
i can still celebrate and enjoy raya with my beloved family...
and after raya, i have been thinking to eat rendang daging....!! ~NYUM NYUM~
the best part is, i got a raya card from ~mademoiselle mariposa~
it is soooooo sweeeeeet.... haha...

deep thought from me.

Hi guys..

First and foremost, i would like to seek for forgiveness if, my writing do hurt some of you-or not..haha.. here is my thought....feel free to read..or leave...
Well..2 semesters had flew by and all of us had changed..don’t you even dare to deny happened gradually and nah....all of us had changed... come the best part...some had grown up maturely, and some even soar freely.. well proud to be part of the teslians here....
‘United we stand, divided we fall’.. this is the quote created by one of us i guess..and been implemented as our ‘so-called-theme’.and do we really apply it in our class?
family?? ask yourself and you will find the answer...
Frankly said...i love this class as a family and family do care about each other right...and i don’t think that it is a needed for us to segregate ourselves and drifted apart from the main direction..what the fudge am i talking about. but the main point that i wanted to highlight most is the importance of keeping our words.. our words. yes. United we stand? haha....was just a quote or just a fake propaganda created by us in order to show to the others that...

‘wow, they are bonded as a family’. and yet we don’t even feel it inside..and im asking you..why we have to create this crappy things if we are not strong enough to hold the bond..and soar free as if we are the survivor who have the ability to stand still without a friend..
Imagine this....if are the one..being threw away from your own state without companion, could you even stand still until now? tell me?
Yea..we do change..people change a lot..and words are still words..promises remained there..washed away by the air as we are all ‘so-called-grown up’ and have our mission here....whatever la....sometimes,we cannot accept the changes, and our thought had controlled our mind to act according to what being said by our heart...accept the changes. in positive way..and no man perfect on this earth....and changes is one of the level that we had to go through. and now we are getting’s my word..don’t judge others. we have to accept each other in any kind of ways..that is what we do in our family right....
You wont straight away dump your brother or sister if he/she make mistakes right?...
And here..i cited this from someone that i knew..and i do believe all of you knew her by surface or in deep...she said that...

TRUE FRIEND WONT LEAVE HER FRIEND ALONE...guess what...’Alin’ are right....
In order to improve ourselves, we have to respect others, and hold the promises that been made.we aren’t perfect so..stop judging others..okay=)
Don’t play with the words if you are bad at it...
That’s all..

Ainazafirah ahmad zubir..